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RIP

MICHAEL JACKSON

August 29, 1958 - June 25, 2009

Michael Jackson

Gnomenclature.

Sorry for the delay in getting my post out today. My power was out all day yesterday and last night. And with the outage it fried my Battery backup system for my office set-up.

Fun stuff. 

So needless to say I had no internet all day.  I just arrived at my buddy Mike’s house and we are getting ready to go grab dinner. So I thought I’d take a minute to put up todays post.

Enough of that.

Onto this!

Twitter is so great. Seriously. I’ve met so many amazingly talented artists through Twitter. Including Stephanie. I think her illustrations are absolutely fabulous. Yesterday I twittered the following statement:

Sometimes I wish I was just a mere garden gnome, until the dogs come around.

That was all it took and she felt the creative urge to illustrate me, as a garden gnome. So here it is in all its gnomish goodness. And, Thank You Stephanie! I love it! 

 

The Black Gnome

Her full website is under development, but you can catch a few gems of hers on her flickr site.

STEPHANIE GURNE

Thought.

Tunnel Vision

Last night I couldn’t sleep.

What’s new.

I toss and turn most nights with a head full of ideas, thoughts and memories. Sometimes it helps to write some of these things down to sort out the riff-raff prohibiting slumber.

And sometimes - you just might as well get up and get back to work because sleep will not come to you. 

It was near the hour of 5 AM and I was tossing and turning, trying my best to fall asleep, when the following thought came to me.

Success is standing on top of a mountain made of previous failures.

It’s nothing incredibly profound. Yet after forcing myself to get up and put it down - I fell right into sleep. 

What led to this thought:

For whatever crazy reason, I was lying in bed chalking my failures up against my successes trying to decipher which failures I could have done differently - if I had anything to do with the outcome. I tend to shirk off most of my successes because they aren’t “the big one” or “that important to me”. This may seem foolish, but as I am learning, it’s just how I am wired. 

It’s easier to learn how to deal with yourself and the way you are wired than to constantly be seeking a DNA transplant.

I look forward each day, after unraveling ill thoughts, to becoming more adjusted with how I was made. More in tune with the things that make me tick. It truly is becoming a student of yourself. I believe in doing so it makes you more apt to influence and be a help to others around you. 

I will never regret a thing.

It has made me who I am, for better or worst. I believe regret can be failure. If you carry regret - it’s time to put it below you and climb above it.

Regret can be just as heavy of a burden as unforgiveness.

Alice in Wonderland.

Burton & Depp  can do no wrong in my book. Everything they have made has been a masterpiece. Last night I stumbled upon a few articles and photos featuring the newest collaboration of the two - Disney’s Digital 3D ‘Alice in Wonderland’. From what I’ve read this is slated to release on March 5th 2010. That’s almost a year of waiting. But I will look forward to all of the teasers along the way, including these gems posted below. After waking up and seeing that “Tim Burtons Alice” is a trending topic on Twitter I almost didn’t post this in the “why bother” sense of it all. But my love of all things Depp & Burton took over. So for those of you who have not seen or read… enjoy.

Did I mention it will be in 3D!

 

[Click for full article about the film.]

[Yahoo's take on the film.]

 

Burton's Alice

Mad Hatter

Red Queen

White Queen

Alice

Tweedle Dum & Tweedle Dee

Gates

White Rabbit

For Dad.

When I was a small boy my Dad was a jungle gym.

I used to jump all over him and would usually end up perched on his shoulder like a little monkey.

 

cB

 

In some ways, I am still perched up on his shoulders.

 

Thank you for everything, Dad.

I Love You.

cB

 

Dad n I 

.: NYC Collection 1 :.

Hey!

Thanks for stopping in…

Here are a handful of shots I took while in New York City last month. Hope you are having a splendid Saturday!

Enjoy,

cB

 

[Click each image to view in full.]

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PART II is now available for your viewing pleasure on the Facebook fan page. So head directly there after watching PART I - become a fan and watch the second installment in the series!

BECOME A FAN.

Technology FAIL.

Well yeah...

For some unknown cosmic reason… no one is supposed to view the new piece of the documentary tonight. 

I have tried for the last 5 hours to get it uploaded. I seem to have this problem A LOT when uploading video. I have two macs here in the office - both have issues uploading. You’d think it would be my connection or service provider. But I’ve tried from four different locations to get it uploaded tonight and on 3 separate computers.

Not happening.

My only conclusion is that facebook’s video “feature” is down or has been destroyed by aliens. I’m guessing by the time I check my page tomorrow there will be 9,000 of the same video uploaded, won’t that be fun. 

My apologies for letting you down this evening. I will do my best to get it posted for you tomorrow amongst the chaos that ensues over here at the Hollow. 

I’m shutting down my laptop for the evening and going for a walk. Pleasant pleasantries to you all.

G’night.

cB

[in my last attempt to upload it ran the full course and gave me the error shown in the photo above - thanks for letting me know... 5 hours later. C'est la vie.]

[ "documentation:" series explained. ]

documentation:

I’d like to take just a second to thank all of you who have joined the facebook fan page and climbed on board early. I have looked through the entire list and have seen who each one of you are individually, and I thank you for deciding to be a part!

I’ve been writing some great songs over the last 3 years which sadly none of you have been able to hear, unless you have attended a concert. We are entering into a season of climbing back into a professional studio to get these songs produced properly and out to you. I am extremely blessed to have the privilege of working with one of the top producers here in Nashville, in the next coming months, and am thrilled beyond measure to be able to start this new adventure with someone holding such quality and professionalism. I won’t be “name-dropping” until the process begins and the recording starts. I am sure he will make a few appearances in upcoming “documentation:” films. 

Down to it.

As I have briefly mentioned via a small write-up under the first short film post, and in a few tweets, I am starting a series of aforementioned ”short films” that will be documenting my life as an independent artist from this point forward. This idea came about after a late night hang with a dear friend of mine, Melanie,  who lives in NYC. We had dinner and discussed all things music and life for the better part of 4 hours. I shared bits and pieces of my journey thus far with her and told her some of the things that I have accomplished with film.

She effortlessly suggested that I should most definitely be making a documentary about my life. It seemed like such an easy merge of the two things that I do best, music and film. So - “in front of my face” - but I had never thought of it before. I have made quirky little videos here and there (that can be seen on my YouTube channel) primarily for practice sake, but have never thought to document the music side of things with film. Documentaries are what I love to do.

So why not?

Although it may not seem obvious, I’m not a fan of being on camera, at all. And I really can’t stand promoting “myself.” The less I have to talk about myself - the better. So this will be a bit of a challenge to keep up with - yet at the same time, it seems like such a great idea to get my music, and my story, out there for everyone to be a part of. 

These short films will each be unique in and of themselves and will have everything to do with the serious side of what I am doing in this pursuit and the most absurd off the wall mash-up ever seen (Which will be proven in PART II). In a perfect world - I would like to have a new piece released once every two weeks. Now, with zero budget and doing every last bit of this myself from filming to editing to compressing to uploading… that MAY be a bit of a stretch. But I am a goal oriented type of guy - so I shoot for the moon. 

Here’s where I need you more than ever.

Please do what you can to spread the word about this ongoing project, sharing links with your friends, posting status updates - tweets - and even blogs dedicated to the short film series and eventually the new album. I need you to be my marketing team. That’s the only way we indie cats survive - with your help. Tell everyone you know to come and be a part of the most interactive fan page on facebook! 

I will take all of your ideas - no matter how crazy - into consideration for these short films. I am also still coming up with the complete packaging namesake of the project and will take any suggestions you may have. From where we stand now all of these films will be yours to enjoy free of charge - I just ask, again, that you spread the word!

Go Team, us.

With that said, I need to finish “PART II” which will most likely be uploaded tomorrow afternoon for members of the facebook fan page only. If you are not yet a fan - click the picture below to be directed right to the page, once on the page - find the phrase “Become a fan” and click away. 

Again, thank you.

Without all of you I truly wouldn’t have the strength to press forward in this insane endeavor.

Godspeed.

cB

 

cB facebook fanpage

 

 

The Tornado Standard & Dreams of Europa.

Is it weird that I’m sitting indoors wearing my converse hoodie… with the hood up?

It’s just that this thing is so darn cozy; that and it’s kind of chilly in here. I’ve even got the sleeves pulled up over my hands.

I should turn the air conditioner off… but then the cozy factor goes away.

Nevertheless. 

I actually slept last night, would you believe it?

My body was telling me I needed it all day long yesterday. So much so that I could barely think straight. It makes sense, I suppose, since I was up for three days straight.

Last night I was supposed to attend a friends birthday festivities over in the Brentwood area. I was looking forward to a little gathering… and cake. Sadly, I was so zonked I had to let them know that I wouldn’t be able to make it over. I finished sending out a few client emails (my third job is a graphic designer) and pulled up a corner of the couch to die on. I flipped on the TV because I really wanted to relax a bit and watch something interesting before falling asleep. I rolled through my typical selections.

  • History Channel… nothing interesting.
  • NatGeo Channel… some bizarre thing about druids that sounded cool, but ended up looking like a 12 year old did it. 
  • Military Channel… too many people dying.
  • PBS… something about… “your mom was a ballerina”.
  • Science Channel… something beyond my interest and over my taped up glasses.

Before having to settle for a mind-numbing re-run I clicked over to the movie channels. I hit the family movie network just as ‘Made of Honor’ had begun. Yes, I must confess, I left it there thinking, “eh, this might be funny.” 

Within minutes I rolled over facing the back of the couch. And when you do that, you know it’s over. I was asleep within minutes. The next thing I recalled was waking up around 9:30pm hearing Danny Elfman’s “This Is Halloween” blasting the walls as ‘The Nightmare Before Christmas’ was now playing. Apparently, that’s a good follow up to ‘Made of Honor’. I quickly shut the TV off and drug my half asleep leg down the hall and collapsed in ye olde sleigh bed before I could regain consciousness. 

My eyes opened and saw the light of dawn entering the room.

My ears heard the sound of a hundred birds singing.

Could it be? Did I really sleep through the night? I was pretty elated at the thought. I rolled over and turned on the iPhone.

6:15am.

Miracles do happen.

I laid there for a good 30 minutes and said my morning prayers of thanksgiving before shaking the sleep out of my eyes. I hadn’t slept that long in ages. For the most part it felt pretty good, with the exception of my back killing me from being still for so long. Perhaps I should mix the traction therapy and sleeping? 

I showered (Become a fan). Dressed myself. And headed down the street to grab a coffee before needing to pick up a friend of mine at an auto repair shop and run him back home to Cool Springs. 

I pulled into the Starbucks on West End, next to Rumba, where the traffic was like the top of a cliff with a million lemmings awaiting their turn to jump off. I found a snug little parking spot just as someone was leaving.

I gotta tell ya, the sight of that many people in desperate need of their morning shot of coffee - before their morning shot of coffee - is one to behold.

At least coffee is still legal.

I approached the musician at the counter, I mean - barista, and placed my order for the usual. 

Black and White Peppermint Mocha.

Yeah, even though it’s summer I’m still holding on strong. Cold coffee in the morning doesn’t sound right, ever. I waited for my drink - received it - thanked the dude (Become a fan) - and found one vacant cozy chair in the corner. Pulling out a magazine, purchased a few days back, I took a seat and began to read. 

Only a few things will provoke me to purchase a magazine. A Photoshop design that I’m dying to figure out how to create, an article on U2 or… anything Johnny Depp (Become a fan). Out of a VERY short list of people who inspire me to aspire -he’s at the top. In my book he’s done it all right. [Please save your emails about how I shouldn't promote people who don't line up with your expectations, the last time I talked about Elvis I received a backlashing lesson on what a horrible human he was, whatever - save it.] 

The article in hand was titled “Johnny Depp’s Great Escape”. Everything I read sounded ideal and picturesque. Like something out of a movie, of course. Depp owns a 45 acre private Bahamian island. File that under “things that don’t suck”.

Let me take an excerpt out of the article for you:

A wind gong vibrates. Tiki torches flicker in the shadows. Depp raises a daquiri glass and toasts the parting sun with Havana rum. 

 

Sounds like my kind of break after working for a year on the film ‘Public Enemies’. Depp also owns a yacht he so aptly named Vajoliroja, after the first two letters of the names of his four family members. I’ll shut up about all-things-Depp, and if you’re as intrigued as I am - go grab the magazine. 

After reading about such amazing accomplishments, and the reward that comes with such hard work and dedication, I closed the magazine. Letting out a huge sigh I thought to myself how nice that must be to finally see the fruits of your labour.  

“In due time.”

I then quickly thought through all of the things I still had to do to get to the place I want to be, ten years closer then when I started - yet still quite a ways to go. Rather than be overwhelmed I decided the next best thing to do was…go pick up Mike from the auto repair shop before I was late.

Nothing eventful on the drive to Cool Springs and back - just processing. 

I arrived home with enough time to hash out a few emails and edit through the photos I took of Cameron in New York so that he could have them on a disc. I met up with Cam around 1pm and we walked down to MAFIAoZA’s pizza on 12th South - only to find they weren’t open until 2pm.

Not feeling adventurous enough to wander the streets looking for a new spot to eat at we nestled into the Frothy Monkey. It was funny to see a sandwich on the menu dubbed Ned, named appropriately after the small ski town my parents live in above Boulder, Colorado.

I went with the Starla, I believe, turkey with romaine on wheat. Good enough. We found a seat just as someone came barreling in jabbering about tornado sirens and swirling clouds. OF COURSE I had to run outside to have a look-see.  Sure enough, blasting annoying noises and killer clouds above. As the rain began to fall and the lightning flashed I headed inside to eat. Keeping that o’ so weathered eye on the windows. 

The building we were in was basically made out of paper, Cameron assured me that they had a basement the matron of the cash register said we could go into if necessary. I finished my meal as Cam and I began to discuss the few changes that needed to be added to the website write-up, also known as “the controversial biography”. I loved it the way it was but a few too many people, who know what they are doing, insisted that a few more of the “gloating accolades” needed to be inserted.

So I finally agreed. 

As the streets began to flood and the need to stay inside, wherefore to remain dry and on solid ground, continued. After having such an incredible week in Manhattan, stress free and drama free, we decided we’d made pretty swell travel mates and should move on to greater heights… So we moved our thoughts to Europe. 

Cameron had previously sent me a laid out plan for the cities he wanted to revisit and visit for the first time - this time around. I myself have never been to Europe so I pretty much said, “Yeah, whatever - I want to see it all.”

I made certain that Ireland was on our list.

We looked through websites and photos of all the spots and checked an online map of the routes and countries. I was getting so excited I wouldn’t let myself speak for fear of my voice crackling out of said excitement. 

Cameron, a close friend of mine, is leaving the states for a total of two years as he has joined the Foreign Legion Peace Corps. He will be teaching English in Cape Verde, a small island off the central coast of Africa. Ideally we want to take this trip next Summer while he is on break. However, if it doesn’t happen for another two years I’ll be alright with that.

Our plan is to meet up in Morocco. Could you imagine?

Wow.

I can’t wait to see the world. I’ve been locked in the states for far too long. We will be roughing it again, staying in hostels and backpacking on trains and such, but I will still need to save up quite a bit for expenditures. All whilst saving up for production costs on this new album. It never ends.

That’s why we set goals, people. You can’t climb the mountain if you aren’t even standing at the bottom of it.

The rains let up enough for us to walk back to Linden Street. So we did.

I arrived at my car and had to make a client call before arriving home. After l left a voicemail I turned up my radio and proceeded to drive taking in the storm around me. I can’t believe how hard these storms can blow through here. Trees torn up left and right. Definitely something I am still getting used to having lived in Nashville almost two years - approaching that mark this July. 

When I’m driving in my car and not on the phone (hands-free) I am listening to one of four things.

  • Silence.
  • The XM/Sirius classical channel.
  • The XM/Sirius singers/standards channel.
  • Wearing grooves into the latest album of my addiction. 

Today it was option two. I often see life around me as I would shoot it in movie form, putting music to it in my head. Today I didn’t have to do the later. The song that was playing fit the mood and atmosphere so perfect it was eerie. The song went on for over 7 minutes and was absolute heaven. Matching the winds and the rains almost as if it were choreographed. I pulled in the driveway of the Hollow and listened to the last minute of the song hoping to God that someone would conclude with the title and composer. I tried the Shazam App on my iPhone… it didn’t recognize it. Not cultured enough I suppose. 

Lo and behold a guttural portly fellow came on the air and chimed out so quickly the name of the composer and song title that I needed more than a decoder ring to decipher his mumblings. 

Luckily, I had just that something.

I had set the iTalk App to record the last 5 minutes of the song and capture said fellow speaking at the end. I came in the house using it, iTunes and Google to discover the song online.

Sadly, it could only be purchased from a niche website in some dudes basement. Which I may do at some point. I did find the same song, done differently, by another composer and symphony orchestra and downloaded that one, it’s close - but not the same. It was good enough to go through all of the trouble tracking it down.

Yes, yes. I’ll tell you what it was.

The title was simply “Nocturne” to which I believe there are three parts. It was written by Claude Debussy and performed by, are you ready? Cincinnati Symphony Orchestra and the May Festival Female Chorus.

Mouthful. 

Next time you are caught in that standard tornado, download it - press play and dream of someday visiting Europe.

Someday soon.